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When meeting calamities or difficult situations, it is not enough to simply say that one is not at all flustered. When meeting difficult situations, one should dash forward bravely and with joy. It is the crossing of a single barrier and is like the saying, "The more the water, the higher the boat."
-Hagakure

Well I made it through D-Day... So that's good. It actually wasnt as bad as i was expecting. I only thought about it 2 or 3 times and darn it, I had fun that night not thinking....

So here it is 3 days after and I can't get my mind off it. I'm tired, but can't sleep. Full of energy, but no motivation to do much of anything with it. So, to compensate, I've been hitting my weight bench pretty hard all night to the point now where I cant really feel my arms or legs anymore(much like Ive been doing every night for the past week). And yet, Still too much energy to sleep, and to awake to fall asleep(much like every night this week). Granted I know its only 8:30PM, but I just want this feeling to go away. I want to smile. I want to cry.

It's over and past. Things will get back to normal soon.