| | Im leaving for Virginia in a little bit. I should be excited, but its 2am and Im tired. Well I guess Im not in bed sleeping before another workday, so thats exciting. Life:
Its been very intresting lately. I find myself with more questions than answers. More dwelling on the past, and not just the recent past, but the long ago past. My life in its entirety, every decision I have made and how its affected me, and that only leads me to wonder what woudl have happened if...
If I had jumped, if I had hadnt backed out, If I had said yes, or no... Again more questions than answers. I dont like to dwell on past decisions and play the 'what-if' game, but I find myself in such a place now so similar to places I have been before. Did I learn form my mistakes the first time? Were they even mistakes? It all leads back ot the 'what if' question. So I'm left not knowing what to do, even though Ive been here before, because I dont know what woudl have happened way back when. On a side note... I might be buying a condo soon. |
| | Posted 10/26/2007 2:00 AM - 30 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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